Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Scars on my Psyche

Why won't the bleeding stop?
Why can't the past go away?
Sometimes the pain of the past
is greater than the value of the teachings
that have been passed.

Sometimes I wish those people hadn't been hurt
Sometimes I wish I hadn't done those things
Those firsts, Those wonderful moments
They were so great
But now every time my life tries to hit repeat
I feel like I just committed seppuku.

I want to enjoy it so much.
I want to move on
but it's always like I'm on the sole engine
pulling a whole caravan of cars up Mount EVEREST.

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